Wow. Hard to believe six months have gone by since our lives completely changed. Today is the six month anniversary of losing our precious Caden. I can't beleive it. We still think about him everyday. I get mad and think to myself that we should have a baby at home, that he should be learning to sit up, we should be starting solid food, we should be enjoying all the milestones that come with a six-month old. A good friend came over to see mom yesterday and she has a baby boy that will be six months in a week and a half. I held him the whole time she was here and thought to myself "this should be Caden". I know that it was not God's plan for us to keep him and that there is a reason for that. That gives me peace and I know that Caden is in Heaven, waiting on us, and enjoying being spoiled by his great-grandmothers and his grandaddy Mike. However, even though we have Peace, it still hurts like hell.
We miss you baby boy.
2 comments:
Traci,
I am completely embarrassed to admit this, but I had absolutely no idea about this, and I don't understand how that is possible in a town like Cleveland. I didn't even know you had been pregnant again. My heart goes out to you. I don't know the story here, but no matter what, losing a baby can't be overcome easily. I will pray for you. I enjoy reading your blog and was so sad to read about this.
Blessings,
Holly
I will never understand either. I know you guys are still hurting. I am so sorry. I wondered if you had talked or even know Kylie Kidd at church? I just wondered....remind me to talk to you about this.
I continue to pray for you guys.
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